Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 10:02 PM
Bear is sick once again!
she seems to be weaker nowadays!!
Bear!must take goOd care of yourself!
bear went home after recess.
leaving pOor zervon there.
so cold-blooded bear.jkjk
school was deadly bored.
POA teacher did not come.
Miss out a lot of poa lesson.
Really don't know i can caught out or not?
Worries and stress are words that can describe!!
Bear bear bear yao hao hao de zhao gu zi ji!!
Because you are one of them who is crucials to me!
Don't always left me alone.
You know i afraid to be alone.
I detested to be lonely.
So you must take good care of yourself and so that you will not left me alone.
Do drink a lot of PLAIN water and not coke or any sweet drinks.
If you fall sick again i will not allow you to have any sweet drinks anymore.
So do take care!
If you need anything,my phone is one 24/7 for you!
Oh My God!!
Thursday is Mid Year.
I have not study yet.
I have a lot of things don't understand especially Chemistry.
Anyone can help me out??
Do message me.
I really need help on that subject.
thanks.
zervon have to rest.
good nights everyone!
zervon11:05pm
@ 9:27 PM
desire for this camera!!!RED!!!OMG!!! love it to the maxi !!
BEAR!!!!!faster buy for me..
I can't wait until my birthday arrival!!
I gonna die le la...
zervon9:38pm
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 7:26 PM
Thanks all friends for showing your concern to me..
I think without him
I can also live to the fullest.
Yeap!really thanks lot!
Sky thanks for the tag and also support me.
thanks thanks i love you to the maxi..
thanks for all the advice too..
Did not go down study and i sleep the entire afternoon.
OMG!!i am like a pig.
Still until now i haven do any revision or my homework.
Well..tml i have two test.haven study!!
Guess i had to burn midnight oil..
I am lack of sleep!!!
Need to go eat my dinner.
byess
friends
zervon7:46pm
Saturday, April 25, 2009 @ 4:57 PM
CANON IXUS RED CAMERA!!!
I want a CANON Ixus all RED Camera!!!
I desire for that camera with Bear!!
I am excited!!!
I am eager to wait until my birthday !
But it is still long way to go..
I am getting impatient as days go by!
Camera must wait for me..
I desire and desperate for that RED camera!!
ok..i will try to save money for that!
Hope someone will buy for me..haha.
i am going out later.
I need a break!!
Totally stress up with schoolworks and Mid year examination which fall on May..
Next month but i had not study anything till now..
stressssss!! stressssss!!!
Zervon peh gui hua is stress up now!!
When i am sad,moody and feeling down..
actually i had two important people there for me but now i no longer had..
He is gone..
he will no longer be there for me anymore.
I left you only..
YOU!!yes!!!you!!!!
So you have to be strong and stronger..
Only you to care for me,console me,pamper me and entertain me!!
I love you dearly..
Don't ever ever leave me alone.Please!!
Maybe you don't need me anymore because you got someone there for you!!
but i no longer had!!
I felt distraught!!
You both are crucial to me...
I lost one i don't wish to lost another!!
Everyone who care for me ..
You guys are crucial to me too.
So you Guys Must live to the fullest!
End my post here!!
I am going to get ready my things to go out.
Miss you guys!!byesss!
Muackxx!-_-
zervon5:19pm
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 11:48 PM
Nobody knows how i feel!!
No one can understand how i feel.
No one know how i feel.
No one will ever know how i feel.
When you see something that freaking somethings will bring memories.
Which will make me flashed back about those days.
I was pensive when i stared at those places
I really detested it.
The more you think about somethings that had happened?
Even though it is a happy or memorable moment.
I will felt distraught.
As we can't had those moment back again.
Even though it mayhappened once but the feeling will be different.
When it had happened it will never ever be the same again.
How i wish and desire for a rewind by turing the clock back.
Although i looked happy and delighted but as what poh lern had said:
"since that day(1/3/2009) , i had never see your real smile."
Bear"thanks for listening to my thoughts and feelings,I LOVE YOU but not more than he does."
WHY???
You took my smiles away
You took my heart away
You hurt me deeply
You left me alone
Leaving a deep footprint in my heart and left?
leaving a helpless me to struggle though my life!
Frankly speaking!!You are really a cruel person.
But why am i still waiting and hoping that you will come back to me?
Why am i so silly and foolish.
I dare not to loOked into your eye,i am scared!
I will broke out into swears when i see you!
perhaps,i need a much more time to overcome it.
while,i can only blamed myself for too rely on you.
and blamed myself to love you too deep!
everytime when i encounter a problem or some happiness to share with and the first person that came across my mind will be YOU?
why am i such a useless person.
I really wanted to concentrate my studies?
But my mind kept stopping me.
my mind is all about you.
wondering how is you today?
Are you doing fine?.
Worrying about you,while i can't show you.
Do you drink a lot of water so that you will not fall sick.
Do you need someone to talk to?
What can i do to help you?
Hope that i will be there for you when you need me?
Baby,I LOVE YOU!
you are crucial to me!
all i can say is i need you badly!
if you guys are my besties.
Don't leak out a single word about it.
thanks.
As this is my blog i want to write out my real feelings and thoughts.
Label:baby,i need you badly!
Zervon4:06pm
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 12:59 PM
My happiness will be back!!!!!!!!=)
wo de kuai le hui hui lai de!!!
zervon's happiness will be back!!
I want my happiness to be back!!
Loveher(zervon)!
label:do it with action not by using words!
@ 12:26 PM
Happy Birthday to Bear!!
today is bear birthday!
someone is getting older ..
sad to say that..you are just 17..
you can't watch the m18 movie..haha..
anyway,just hope that you will be happy all the time.
just hope to see you carrying your smiles..
find your happiness and enjoy it..
Don't make yourselves regret..
haha..when you need me:
A call or a message and i will be there.
but you cannot be selfish.
must share your happiness with me too.
happy birthday!!
zervon12;47pm
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 @ 4:32 PM
Sleep late at night again..
I am feeling freaking tired..
almost late for school.
cab-ed to school and again cab-ed from JP to school
Have being spending most of my money on cab..
i have to save money le..T.T
school bored??
Studying at Gb mac again..
Doing english essays which make my head one big one small,
Everyday had to study.
i am tired!!!!
Life is like meaningless to me.
Without love,life is meaningless...
My happiness will be back..
wo de kuai le hui hui lai de!!
gtg le.
byess..'
zervon4;38pm
Label:if you judge a person you will have no time to love them
Sunday, April 5, 2009 @ 11:08 PM
Playing basketball!!
Playing basketball remind me a lot of menories!!
Everyone seems to have change?
Those people who we always used to play with have no longer be there to play with us!
Now all are NEW faces!!
I know jie jie and i had the same feeling too..
Miss those days a lot..
The old group of friends like
Christy,kuntat,me,chonghow,bear,yini,simon,leslie,sky,yamkorand many many other people..
that was damn fun and enjoyable moment!!misses-_-
Can we had that group of people again??? playing basketball without fail??
I know we enjoying ourselves today but that kind of feeling is just freaking different after all..
Today we only play with wei han,jiejie,yam kor,jiahui,mark and bear(sit there but never play).
Feeling are just not there..
Frankly speaking,i still perfer those days with that old group of people..
Those laughter,enjoyable and feeling!!!!!T_T
but overall,although the feeling are not there but at least we had something to laugh at..
I did not play much due to my injury toe..
It hurts a lot!!!
Hope it will heal soOn
People in my life come and go..
Some stay for a while and left footprint in my life which make me miss those days..
some just walk away without saying goodbye to me..
some just passby..
But we will never be the same again!!
I will wait for you!
still waiting for you my friends!!!
sickening ps me again...
good nights
Label:If you judge a person you will have no time to love them!!
zervon11;22pm
Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 5:38 PM
I just don't know why i have this feeling?
my heart just felt very Empty!!
Very empty!!
feeling really damn freak.
you since to be Two-faced person?
Just can't figure out which one is a real you?
What are really true friends?
Well to me is..
when you had problem they will be there for you?
When you feel sad they will be there to console you?
When you feel like cry they are willing to let you their shoulder?
When you ask them out they will try their best to go out with you?
When you are happy they are willing to share your happiness?
If you are what i mention above
you are worth to be my friend!
I will thanks god for bring me to my life!!
if you are a kind of friends who hurt or making uses of others badly!
I sincerely hope that gods will take you out of my life!!-_-
If you dislike me can just say in front of me dun have to act like you are a real friends who end up to become a Two-faced people!!
you will make people confused and end up you will become a enemy to everyone!!
don't act in front of us !!
i just want you to be yourself not pretending to be someone else!!!
If you think running a way is a form of solution to you ..
i will tell you that you are such a USELESS person!!
how long will you be runing or hiding??
Is that the life you want??
will you feel better???
If you judge a person you will have no time to love them!! A friend is a gift you give yourself!! Becoming my friend or enemy is your choice!! everyone have a chance to choose their own choice!! Nobody like to have enemy!!!-_-so likewise to me!!
Label:If you judge a person you will have no time to love them!!
zervon6;33pm
Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 3:27 PM
Sports day 2009!!
which was a boring day..
Sad to say that he was not the Sports boy this year!!
At least you have it once..
Smile ya..
just sit down and watch them.
all i can is boring super boring..
Having headache and reach home i bath le then sleep le..
i had to pack my bag le..
i am going to study..
Words to you!!
Glad that you are happier now...
Looking at you,i can see smiles on your face.
You must be xing fu k..
Yi ding yao kuai le..
Wo ai ni!! if you encounter any problem bu fan gao shou wo!!
Ni yi ding yao kuai le..yao bi wo hai kuai le.. zhi dao ma???
i am tired.
gtg.
bye
zervon3;38pm
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 4:01 PM
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!
Mostly,i will be having my time to study at GB or SSC mac.
Due to the Mid-Year examination fall in may..
i got to force myself to study.
i just don't know why i could not study at home..
all i do at home was to sleep amd online.
if i continue to be like that i don't know what my results will be??
Had not choice but to spend my time at Mac studying..
When you free must come down find me k..
Haha..it seems like quite a long time we do not have friends gathering?
Miss those days..
Daddy will be going back to china soOn..
How i wish i could go back too..
So that i could relax myself for this fast-pacing city.
Alone schoolworks are driving me crazy.
when you guys free..
please contact me and jio me out.
So that i could relax..
Today i am going down Ssc mac to study and at the same time helping jiejie to do things..
di di will be coming down to accompany me..
thanks for the effort to come down.
i dun know if bear is coming?
School was totally bored like hell..
Tired and stress is all i can say.
wanna make people like a fool but i dun know what to do.
haix,..maybe i will try it later!!
it already 4plus le..
gtg
byeesss!
Zervon4;10pm
