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Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 12:14 AM

To me..
LOVE is just so complicated..
LOVE is Just so fragile..
Maybe what you expected to happened but is happened the other way round....
What you may not expected may happened too..
Life are full of mystery!
Life are full of happiness!
Life are full of miserable!
Life are full of a lot of things..
Everyone will experience a different things..
so do i!!
I must be strong...
Jie..maybe i just need a longer time..
I will just let the time to do all the things..
I will be alright..
I just need a break..
I am really tired..
Sorry to ps your yesterday..
I am really tired..
The monent i went home and i fall asleep until night..
so i did not join you..sorry..
really sorry..
anyway just wanna wish the birthday boy..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
WANG ZI WEI!! (my naggy)hehe
zervon12:27am

Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 3:18 PM

I know everyone including you,him and her...
Blaming me for the hatred that he had got from everyone.
Maybe blaming me is all your can do..
putting all the blame to myself all this while,
someone told me that i can't put all the blames to myself.
Because it is not your fault..
if i contiues to put all the blames to me !!
my life become more miserable as days go by..
Only those people who know me well..
they will know how i felt!!
i don't even know what had i done?
To get all those blame by so many people.
There is always a reason behind it.
But your can't just put all the blame to me.
If she really hate you..
What can i do??
Ya..spoken to her tons of times.
That how i feel??
she explain and told me reasons
Sometime many things i do??
I know i did it well..
But in the end, people blames you for being a busybody when you are trying you best to solved the problems..
People hate someone.
There is always a reason to it!
The reason is just that simple..
The things that you had done or do had make people hate you??
In a conflict,always the worst people is the people around you..
It affects a lot..
Feeling of the blame is increasing..
Please just do some reflecting on what you had done before to be in this states!!
you can just try to go down find her and explain to her if you really treasure this friendship!!
You can put all the blame to me..
i am sorry
I won't give a damn to it coz i know that it is not totally my fault....
if you really want to hate me..
That is your choice..
all i can say is i am sorry!!!
Mum call back home.
No longer in this world..
Leaving the little love ones behind.
mum brust out into tears the moment she heard that..
Living in the other world joining my nanny..
I just pray and hope that he will be in a more comfortable world to live in..
I just hope that he will be a happier person ever in the other world of his...
Goodbye!!cousin!
Thanks for all the beauitful momeries that you had left behind!
Wish you all the best
Zervon4pm





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Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 9:55 PM

This is real me!!the test is true!!
You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall

@ 8:39 PM

Feeling damn freaking sucks!
Heart are confusing!
Brain are thinking about solution!
But my negative opinion..
Calling for help!
Asking for answer?
Dun dare to ask!
Noone respond!
Body are feeling damn tired!
When you are tired you will feel sleepy!
But once lying on the bed..
I can't get into my dream.
I want to have a good sleep!
Have not being studying..
In holiday, i am doing nothing?
Wasting all the time.
Can concerntrate on studies!
The feeling that you are being blame for somethings
Actually is not your fault..
I really hate it to the maxi..
Why why??
Must it end up to be in this way?
WHY????????????
WHY????????????
Why?????????????
WHY????????????
i really dun wish this to be happened!!!!!
I dun want to think about it!!!
zervon9pm

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Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 2:23 PM

Hating those who don't realised they own mistake!!!
Still they put the blame to other!!
zervon2:26pm

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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 2:38 PM

Why am i feeling that i am always shortage of somethings..
Many things went through my mind yesterday..
When i am alone...
Many shattered pieces of pictures in my mind!
Thinking about My life,my results,my friendships annd my past..
What am i living for???
People are just like that..
Treating them good!
They took things for granted!
In the end what do you get??
End up hurting yourself deeply!!
When you are being hurt!
You tend to do a lot of things to pretect yourself!
knowing that you had done well
But in others point of view.
All the blames!!
All the hatred you get!
Do you know that!!
That feeling is really sucks!!
I don't like living in a lying world!
Everything seems to be so fake to me.
Why am i ending up such a pessimistic person?
If you can't appreciate what others had done for you!
Please do some deeply reflection of yourself!!
Everythings you had done!
It seriously affect the people around you!
zervon3:25pm

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 11:12 PM

I need a pain killer!!
zervon 11:13pm

Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 1:55 PM

I know the answer..
Thanks!!
Seeing that you rather choose to give up this friendship..
I think i should let go too..
As what i had promise a person that i wont cry again because of this friendship..
I am tired of doing that
I am tired for always give in to you!
Maybe this friendship of ours are worthless
If you think that this will make you become a much happier person..
It will be worth it..
Anyway wish you all the best!
Chinese O level..
When i try my best.
Praying hard that i will get A1!!
So that i can put all my heart to other subjects!!
I wanted nothing right now
But a good O level cert with a lot of As!!!
That my only goal right now..
I wont let anythings to stop me..
I will walk towards my goal!
About 5 more months to go!!
No matter what happened??
I will face it bravely and strongly!!!
That will make me a strong person..
I learn somethings from the O level chinese comprehension today!!
We must look at the good side of every single things
And smile to everything that happened to you!!
When we look at the better side slowly we will be happier!!
Everything happened for a reason~
Why think about things that had past to make us upset!!
They all just not worth it!!!!
GUIHUA!!go go jia you!!
Zervon 2:49pm

Z/Ervon
She's current-ly ATTACHED, &
nineTEEN years old.
oneZEROoneTWO -*
Please make yourself free on that particular day.
NYP

She is unusual, instead the like of unusual. She LOVE RED more than other colours despite the attractiveness of other colours. She LOVE playing pool, but Kpool is CLOSED. She LOVE to MUNNCHHH~, but the irritating thing is; she just can't get fat.!
Get her a RED& BLACK Adidas jacket for any occasions.
Get her a White LouisVinton Wallet, she will LOVE you to the MAXI
Get a CANON Ixus all RED Camera
Pamper me with a Ipod touch 2nd generation
Cool me down with a bar of chocolate


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