aSIMPLEgal

2010-09-24T22:09:00.002+08:00

Finally i feel like updating my blog..
well.. today went to work at mac..
Do all the large order,then went to cat shop slack.
The moment i reach home i fall asleep till 7..
Super tired,can i choose to work at other places?
Reach home never go out again..
watch tv and online to play wahjiong..haha
recently i am addicted to one table and four chair..
last sunday went to play kite with baobei,yam kor,alex and sullivan..
i got sun burn, but i enjoy myself lots.
Hope to have more outing ..
Miss baobei..
i want go play games.
night peers..
Zervon10:16pm

2010-05-17T11:22:00.000+08:00

Waiting!!
Many assignment is waiting for me to complete it!!

2010-05-11T09:42:00.004+08:00

BABY! i am really sorry for saying all those things to hurt you..
I just can't control it..
All i want to say is..!ILOVEYOU!!
I know what i should do and wad i should not do!!
i wont do anything to hurt you!!
I promise you!!
Dont be sad ok!!
There is always endless things waiting for me to complete!!
I am damn stress up now!!
Assignment.quiz,exam!!!
ARGGG!!!! i just simply hate it to core!!
i am missing you!!=D

2010-05-07T14:10:00.001+08:00

Wa lao..BUn please take that pic now..
ugly lo..
no skill ..
now in library.
want to study but can't..

2010-05-04T21:45:00.010+08:00

Today just had my first presentation in class..

On my way to class,i saw bear..haha..so qiao de

was a little nervous.

some pics after that:

:Pose until so tired..

I look nice in formal. Call her "BUN"

Well.. her pose is funny.

After that went to eat at south canteen.

went home..

Saw Peiwen at the MRT station..

Chit-chat a bit then went home..

You know wad i do for the whole afternoon.

I sleep until 5plus...

End up doing nothing but online.

Wad the...

Many things haven do..haix.. so stress..

I was really tired..

Lao gong i miss you lots..

How i wish you were on my side forever..

Thanks for everything you had done for me..

I love you!=.=

Zervon 10:11pm

2010-04-29T14:29:00.002+08:00

In the school library..
waiting for the lesson to start..
ok..morning lesson had end,but nothing go inside my mind.
For the past few months what i do was to work,play and sleep.
On the 19april school start..
Everythings was like hell..
getting the wrong stuff and searching for the room..
very tired and got project.
Many things to do..
i miss you..baby!!
Zervon 2:39pm

2009-12-14T15:14:00.003+08:00

Just wanna blog somethings about my birthday!!
i really enjoy my day..
With most of my close friends by my side.
Thanks CHRISTY jie for putting so many effort..
JIE!!thank you,I LOVE YOU!!!!!!:)
thanks everyone for taking out your precious time to come down.
thanks for giving me such a great day!!
words really can't describe my feeling on that day..
but really thanks thanks..
thanks for the presents and wishes!!
YOU GUYS are really great!!
GUI HUA LOVE YOU GUYS and will never forget this wonderful day..
many names to be mention... i will try remember and type it now:
msg to wish me HApPY BIRTHdAY!
jiamin meimei,chonghow laogong,LingLing,zeming daishu,sit kwan yi,christy jiejie,Chiayam korkor,jiahui,yini jiejie,Pohlern bear,huaikuat aiyoyo baby,weijun,jinwei,joanna,hanlin,fazial,ziwei.
wish me at facebook:
shimin,sandy nitu,yini jiejie,dhalifah,alvin,dilla,lixia,valencia,yiwen,yingying,nadia.zeming daishu,qiaoting jie,jinhua jiejie,evelyn,lili.
those who spent time precious time with me:
christy jie,ziwei,evelyn,weijun,jiahui,pohlern,mark,shimin,yini jie,kai li,hong you,
hanlin,kenneth,andrey,peiying,lingling,jasmine,chonghow laogong.
sorry if i left out your name..
once again i would like to say thank you!!
Your are the BEST!!
zervon 3:51pm

2009-12-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

all this few days.
ever since that day..
i only sleep for 3 to 5 hours..
i am super tired..
as the day grew nearer..
i am more scared!!
very lazy to update the events..haha
night..
maybe facebook will tell more about me during all the days
zervon 11:38pm

2009-11-13T17:19:00.003+08:00

Finish and it is really finished..
ya...O level ended..
FREEDOM..i got back my freedom>.<
got many things to do now..
thinking about what to wear for grad night..
finding a high-paying job..
get myself a laptop, camera and ipod-touch.
slacking at home ..
reading my storybook..
Trying to take a break...
wanted to catch a movie of the title
MY GIRLFRIEND IS AN AGENT!!
waiting, still waiting..
i am bored.
dun know what to do right now..
wanting to play bb but was raining..
MISsssing those daysss..
all right..end here..
zervon 5;26pm

2009-08-29T15:59:00.001+08:00

Another month is ending soOn..
i know that day we took our chinese o level result.
my tear almost flow out
but still i managed to hold it till the last minutes i fall asleep.
Less than three months for me to study and yet i am still blogging..
i just dun feel like studying right now..
i simply detects book to the core.
i just feel like sleeping..
can i just sleep forever and never ever woke up..
i thought i could get at least A2 or A1 for my chinese??
i thought i had do well??
i work hard for it
and yet what did i get for my results B3
which i could say is that kind of result for my chinese in o level is totally out..
those who are supposed to get and A
all ending out to get B3..
FUCK..the feeling of restarting to study again really f..
a few months i had not touch a single chinese and now i had to start all over again.
really spoil my mood for studyingT_T

2009-08-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

The whole day was a tough for me
Spending the whole day doing my CME work!!
Will be going to the evening study later..
will be back home late..
No choice..
But to take it.

2009-08-03T17:40:00.007+08:00

things are getting better after so much struggling..
i am happy with my life although sometime i felt tired..
after so many things happened
and we are still goodfriend
that make me realised that our friendship in this few years are solid..
i know you latest post..
you are talking about me..
but i think there is misunderstand between us.
the latest post i had post is not talking about you..
but i am refering to someone else which i think you should know.
don't want misunderstanding to occur
but this i really wish to say to you..
i had noone to coach me...
Specially for you:
Thanks for offering help when i need it..
Thanks for doing so many things for me.
I know what you had done and i am grateful to have a friend like you.
Am i realy a person who build barrier between us????????????!!
i really don't know what i had done to make you tolerate me to the maxi..
If i am really making you so unhappy just tell me right on my face..
Don't always bring out all the things and put all the blame to me..
When i never do anything wrong..
Dont say you always put all the blame to you..
If you dare to say,then have you think about it before you said or wrote??
If you really hate me so much,then we shouldn't had become a friend!!!!
Having a friend when you had so much of unhappiness??
Why have it at the first place????
you can complaint to him all you can!!
you had someone to share everythings with you??
Maybe to you..i am just a futile and extra to you!!

zervon5:54pm

2009-07-18T17:40:00.005+08:00

Sorry peers for not updating my blog.
I was busy rush my homeworks.
It was like mountain high.
Everyday there are endless homework to complete.
So i may not be updating my blog this three months.
Visit my blog again after three months..

Words for you:

i am sorry for not always be there

when you need someone to share your problem

i also realised that i am cold towards you

i can only say

i am sorry

i had no choice too

i had not been messaging you

i had not been calling you too

that is because i realised that

i don't even know what you are thinking

i don't even know which is real you

i don't even know what you want for me

i don't even talk to you when i see you

i know we are drifting apart

i wanted to do somethings about it

but i had no guts to do

nevertheless,i am such a failure

words for my friends:

no matter how busy you are

please remember to take good care of yourself

do take more rest when you are tired

and do drink more water

and sleep early-_-

i will be strong
i will endure the route
just a few more months to go
i will be free to do anythings i desire for
i can do it.
jia you.
zervon6:12pm

2009-07-02T23:24:00.002+08:00

I am just pissoff..
use your small brain and comprehen.

2009-06-22T00:14:00.004+08:00

To me..
LOVE is just so complicated..
LOVE is Just so fragile..
Maybe what you expected to happened but is happened the other way round....
What you may not expected may happened too..
Life are full of mystery!
Life are full of happiness!
Life are full of miserable!
Life are full of a lot of things..
Everyone will experience a different things..
so do i!!
I must be strong...
Jie..maybe i just need a longer time..
I will just let the time to do all the things..
I will be alright..
I just need a break..
I am really tired..
Sorry to ps your yesterday..
I am really tired..
The monent i went home and i fall asleep until night..
so i did not join you..sorry..
really sorry..
anyway just wanna wish the birthday boy..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!
WANG ZI WEI!! (my naggy)hehe
zervon12:27am

2009-06-11T15:18:00.012+08:00

I know everyone including you,him and her...
Blaming me for the hatred that he had got from everyone.
Maybe blaming me is all your can do..
putting all the blame to myself all this while,
someone told me that i can't put all the blames to myself.
Because it is not your fault..
if i contiues to put all the blames to me !!
my life become more miserable as days go by..
Only those people who know me well..
they will know how i felt!!
i don't even know what had i done?
To get all those blame by so many people.
There is always a reason behind it.
But your can't just put all the blame to me.
If she really hate you..
What can i do??
Ya..spoken to her tons of times.
That how i feel??
she explain and told me reasons
Sometime many things i do??
I know i did it well..
But in the end, people blames you for being a busybody when you are trying you best to solved the problems..
People hate someone.
There is always a reason to it!
The reason is just that simple..
The things that you had done or do had make people hate you??
In a conflict,always the worst people is the people around you..
It affects a lot..
Feeling of the blame is increasing..
Please just do some reflecting on what you had done before to be in this states!!
you can just try to go down find her and explain to her if you really treasure this friendship!!
You can put all the blame to me..
i am sorry
I won't give a damn to it coz i know that it is not totally my fault....
if you really want to hate me..
That is your choice..
all i can say is i am sorry!!!
Mum call back home.
No longer in this world..
Leaving the little love ones behind.
mum brust out into tears the moment she heard that..
Living in the other world joining my nanny..
I just pray and hope that he will be in a more comfortable world to live in..
I just hope that he will be a happier person ever in the other world of his...
Goodbye!!cousin!
Thanks for all the beauitful momeries that you had left behind!
Wish you all the best
Zervon4pm

2009-06-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

This is real me!!the test is true!!

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall

2009-06-07T20:39:00.004+08:00

Feeling damn freaking sucks!
Heart are confusing!
Brain are thinking about solution!
But my negative opinion..
Calling for help!
Asking for answer?
Dun dare to ask!
Noone respond!
Body are feeling damn tired!
When you are tired you will feel sleepy!
But once lying on the bed..
I can't get into my dream.
I want to have a good sleep!
Have not being studying..
In holiday, i am doing nothing?
Wasting all the time.
Can concerntrate on studies!
The feeling that you are being blame for somethings
Actually is not your fault..
I really hate it to the maxi..
Why why??
Must it end up to be in this way?
WHY????????????
WHY????????????
Why?????????????
WHY????????????
i really dun wish this to be happened!!!!!
I dun want to think about it!!!
zervon9pm

2009-06-05T14:23:00.002+08:00

Hating those who don't realised they own mistake!!!
Still they put the blame to other!!
zervon2:26pm

2009-06-03T14:38:00.006+08:00

Why am i feeling that i am always shortage of somethings..

Many things went through my mind yesterday..

When i am alone...

Many shattered pieces of pictures in my mind!

Thinking about My life,my results,my friendships annd my past..

What am i living for???

People are just like that..
Treating them good!
They took things for granted!
In the end what do you get??
End up hurting yourself deeply!!
When you are being hurt!
You tend to do a lot of things to pretect yourself!
knowing that you had done well
But in others point of view.
All the blames!!
All the hatred you get!
Do you know that!!
That feeling is really sucks!!
I don't like living in a lying world!
Everything seems to be so fake to me.
Why am i ending up such a pessimistic person?
If you can't appreciate what others had done for you!
Please do some deeply reflection of yourself!!
Everythings you had done!
It seriously affect the people around you!
zervon3:25pm

2009-06-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

I need a pain killer!!
zervon 11:13pm

2009-06-01T13:55:00.004+08:00

I know the answer..
Thanks!!
Seeing that you rather choose to give up this friendship..
I think i should let go too..
As what i had promise a person that i wont cry again because of this friendship..
I am tired of doing that
I am tired for always give in to you!
Maybe this friendship of ours are worthless
If you think that this will make you become a much happier person..
It will be worth it..
Anyway wish you all the best!
Chinese O level..
When i try my best.
Praying hard that i will get A1!!
So that i can put all my heart to other subjects!!
I wanted nothing right now
But a good O level cert with a lot of As!!!
That my only goal right now..
I wont let anythings to stop me..
I will walk towards my goal!
About 5 more months to go!!
No matter what happened??
I will face it bravely and strongly!!!
That will make me a strong person..
I learn somethings from the O level chinese comprehension today!!
We must look at the good side of every single things
And smile to everything that happened to you!!
When we look at the better side slowly we will be happier!!
Everything happened for a reason~
Why think about things that had past to make us upset!!
They all just not worth it!!!!
GUIHUA!!go go jia you!!
Zervon 2:49pm

2009-05-30T15:11:00.002+08:00

Meet the parent session!!
Results one work sucks!!
English-----c6
Chinese-----a2
Maths------e8
science-------f9
humanities----c5
POA------c5

2009-05-29T14:00:00.008+08:00

In the end what did i end up with doing so much and putting so much effort to it!!
HE IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT!!!
Hurts a lot but at least i know the truth.
Thanks a lot for being so honest to me..
Thanks for lying to me all this while..
Saying that no one cares or showing concern to you!!!
While you still have HIM!!
You spent all your time with him..
Your relationship should be doing very well!!
You have him to complain and share your problem with??
You have SUCCESS in being a galfriend!
Ya.. I had many friends that show concern to me.!!
everyone come and ask me what had happened to both of your??
what can i say!!
saying that i did not think about it when i rant in my post!!
that is my feeling and as what i mention in my previous post that i can't talk to you face to face but to post here..
If i never post it
i really don't know how to mention or tell you..
That time i try to write at my handphone and asking you to read and find solution to solve our problem..
what you did was ignore it??
okay..fine since you don't talk about it..
if i never write it here will you bother about it??
Will you tell me all the true or your thoughts??
you may not be happy about it??
tell me that i put all the blame to you!!
then have you think about it??
What must you lie to me??
Agree to me that we will study later and once hearing that he is not coming down!!
and you started to telling me that you have a lot of stuffs to do??
While meeting you to school which the only time we can talk you choose to either talk on phone with him or listen to your MP3..
I know you wished to spend every single second,minute,hour,day.month,year!
Just tell me the truth and so that i wont become pessimistic..
Thinking all those negetive points!!
Looking at the postive side of posting this at blog!!
At least we know what are our problems.
Knowing all the truth
Knowing our feeling and thoughts
Knowing that at least we still bother about this friendship..
It shows me that actually we knows each other so little
Maybe what people say are right!!
Friends only calle you when they need help.
But no matter what i will still always be there for you
we had went through so many things!!
It will be a waste to end it this way?
Keeping it or dump into the bin..
YOU MAKE THE decision??
Coz i don't wish to make that decision
I am afraid that i will make the wrong choice!!
Once you have decided tell me.
zervon 30/5/09 1:35pm

2009-05-27T16:54:00.005+08:00

Although knowing that you will felt unhappy after reading this post but i had no choice to blog here, because everytime i want to have a talk about this you will give me a innocent face that make me felt speechless when i had so much things to complain about it..

Words that will hurts you:

i know you want to meet him everyday

you want to see him everyday

but you got to be fair

It is so obivously that to you

HE IS MUCH MUCH MORE IMPORTANT

Do you still remember a question that i ask you:

"we both in different place And both need you at that moment

You will go find who first?"

And what is your answer?????

But your action did not show what your answer is.

so that is just a lie you are telling me?

When i ask you out to study

you argree at first

but when he say he is not going down then what did you do??

Finding all kinds of excuses

You can just tell me straight that he is more important than me

Don't make me felt that i am being cheated by you

hearing all those make you happy but in the end it was nothimg but lies

Telling me that i am more important which your action show likewise

Think about it since that day

Count how many day you go out with me??

Let me tell you

NONE!!NOT A DAY.

Is this call sister??

Has boyfriend and dump me aside

Fcuk!! i hate it okay..

It really make me felt that you are making uses of me...!!!

You want to go anywhere i had to accompany you

What about me

When i want to go buy somethings which will just took your around 1o minutes

But instead you choose to make excuses to go home.

It is fair?????

Sometime talking half way

Giving me your fcuk attitudes

Which i don't think that i should deserve your fcuk attitude

Really pissoff sometime

I do feel like give you my much more fcuking attitude

But i know i shouldn't because i am older so i must give in

But doing all this you took things for granted

Everytime when chatting half way you will give me attitude which i found that i shouldn't deserve it at all

Saying that i had change

You are the one who had change

You doesn't seems to show any concern

Like today you never talk to me the moment we meet until chinese lesson

you talk to other

Treating me like i am transparent

How it felt like if i treat you the way you treat me

When things really happened the way you don't wish to

Don't blame me

Because this is how you treat me

Sleepless for nights after nights to find ways to mantain this friendship

But i had seriously no solution

I am uselss,hopeless,worthless person

sorry to say all this to hurt you but i really can't stand it

I felt that you are getting more and more diffcult to understand

zervon is moody now

wish to be alone at this moment

zervon 5:33pm

2009-05-25T15:46:00.009+08:00

Regretted to the maxi!!!
Maybe that is just a nightmare for me..
School was real bored..
Having chinese lesson for 7plus to 11plus..
So many lesson and of course i fall asleep..
Sometime to you it may be nothing but that does mean to me is nothing..
Different people have different points of view..
I just felt moody recently so leaving me alone when i am moody..
When i am moody..
To make me feel better is better to leave me alone and let me cry out..
When i cry it will make me feel better...
Crying is a medicine for me..
I am getting hot-temper recently..
When i am angry just leave me alone if you don't wish to quarrel with me..
I am totally out of control of myself..

*Christy jie jie

While gods is kind to me

I really thanks gods for bringing you into my life

Thanks for always be there for me

when i am crying on that day

Thanks for the call

Thanks for all the encouragement that you had given me

I feel really empty on that day

Feeling that nobody cares for me

but you are the person who make me felt that at least

there is someone who cares for me

Thanks for trying your best to console me

You are always the person there when i am alone

Always there to accompany me when i want to go anywhere

Thanks for always treating me so good

I know sometime i show you attitude

I am sorry about that

Thanks for forgiving me

Sometime you scold me to make me wake up

when i was cry because of him

Really appreciate a lot

**************************************************************************

I dun wished to let my parents to worried about me

so i waited until everyone was asleep

i went to kitchen and stared at the sky for a moment

and brust into tears

I cry like hell

there are many reasons behind the cry

Many problems including friendship,results and many more

yes! i cry for more than hour an half until i am really freaking tired

The moment i lie down on bed i fall asleep

i am really moody on that day,20/5/09

mei,thanks for the tissue paper.

Got to go!
bye!
zervon4;04pm

2009-05-21T22:32:00.006+08:00

Ok...i almost get back all my results but 3 pass so far..
I am disappointed with all my results..
Ya when feelind damn down..
What i usually did is cry..
Ya..cry like crazy last night..
Thanks jie jie for the concern..
It is really a big blow for me as my marks are horrendous..
I got to buck up a lot.
I am sorry i don't mean it..
But sometime people got to be selfish..
you can't be just thinking about yourselve and neglects other people..
sometime i was thinking Why should i bother someone who don't even bothers you or give a damn to you..
Maybe i should do back the same way..
I don't give a fcuk damn to you too..
since you can why i can't..
Just pray hard that my english and Maths paper 2 will pass..
Think i had to go for the after school programme..Fcuk!!
I detested it!!
I am sorry...
I don't mean it..
Anyway,friend!!Cheer up ya..
Give me a call when you need me,i will be there for you..
No worries, i promise you..
Now,i realised that you are crucial to me..
I just hope that you will be happy..
No matter what i will be there when you need me..a call .
You must be happy!!Coz you are my bestfriend and best buddy!!
Those who really show your concern to me..
I really appreciate a lot..thanks.. love you..
GO GO jia you!!
tml will be a better day for you!!
zervon11:03pm

2009-05-20T20:39:00.005+08:00

Feeling damn freaking upset.
After school i went to Lot 1 to watch moive alone.
The feeling is like...
weird but the kind of feeling is just that different.
Headache,not feeling well and upset!!
stomache...
Why am i having so much problem???
Yes,i do cry and i cry again..Feeling much better after crying..
While waiting until 4 plus for the show to start.
I went to shop the whole lot 1!!
I just walk round the whole shop and tears just roll down my cheek..
In this world,it is really unfair!!
I just hate it ok!!
Get back some of my result,
Sad to say that i only pass 1 subject!
Even the subject that is supposed to pass but did not..
REALLY damn it!!
I am really distraught!!
Zervon9:05pm

2009-05-19T22:37:00.007+08:00

Had been not sleeping well almost everyday
I am too tired,so i fall asleep during chinese listening com.
Then i anyhow write the answer..wonder how my paper will be..
I am REALLY TIRED!!
And the next paper is science,wake up by the teacher lol.
After doing the paper without checking and i fall asleep again..
So comeback and sleep for four hours..
Feeling much much better!!
Yes!! i am happy today as Mid year finally over!!
Sometime people do change when things happened?
I know i change a lot since then but have you think about what i had gone through??
That make me change?
You may not notices that i am getting lonely and lonely because you spend almost all your time with other?
Sometime what causes me to change it may because of you!
I change lots..
I mean you have him to accompany you!
While i really don't like to be a gooseberry!
The feeling is sucks,really damn sucks.
You may not know i really know my feeling but you got to spare a thought for me.
Sometime don't you notices that our friendship is drifting apart??
Don't you feel it???
I felt that way??
What is call bestfriends(sister)???
ask me??
I will say now i don't know!!!
i just know that thanks jiejie and sky and sandy for supporting me all the while.
need a rest..night
zervon10:55pm

2009-05-18T21:28:00.004+08:00

Tml finally is last paper and that is my end ofstress for the time being!
Got to study hard for my chinese O level which is on 1st june.
Thanks a lot for the concern.
I will be fine!
Maybe so many things happened is to make me grew more stronger!
I will fight for it..Go go jia you!!
i can do it....yes i can do it!!
Maybe many things tend to prevent don't know is much much better than you want to solve it or think about it.
It will only add on to my stress!!
Maybe you may not be able to see me often as i will be busy preparing for my O level.
I just need a peace to study maybe just to study it at home or somewhere around singapore!!
I want to study!!!
zervon9:40pm

2009-05-16T15:05:00.005+08:00

Thanks Nitu!!love you.
Haha...ok for you i will work hard to it.
you too must work hard and we go ploy together ok!!
Remember i need you to grow !!
But now many things had happened to me.
I don't know what to do and i am getting fed up about all these things.
I had being sleepless for about three months!
I am really tired.
Things really do not turn well for me.
I just wanted to study hard!
Is it really that diffcult to do that??
I really hate my life now.
Problem after problem.
Ya....you might always see me with smiles.
But deep inside my heart your did not know how i feel.
I am really upset and heart pain
I really felt like giving up my life sometimes!!
Every single thing bother me.
I just hope that all these problem will go away and back to all these days..
I will be back to my cheerful flower again.
Back to those happy days.
zervon3;17pm

2009-05-12T17:51:00.000+08:00

My maths confirm fail!!!

2009-05-06T19:25:00.004+08:00

I am seriously tired of that!!
I don't wish to be continue to be like that!!
Can we solve it as fast as possible!!
i don't know how long can i hold on to?
zervon7:26pm

2009-05-04T16:00:00.003+08:00

I did not get to sleep last night
I just don't know why i can't sleep!
I am really tired!!
Seriously i am really stress up by the coming mid year examination.
Living in this stress and pressure world.
People can really got mad..
I think i am consider one of them.
On the surface people are so nice to you.
But behind don't know what they are doing??
But,friends sincerely if you need me.
I will be always there for you.
Even though i can't help you solve your problems.
I promise that i will try to make you laugh..
I promise to sit one side sliently and listen to you.
School was dready bored.
stress up.
things that i had not study are like a mountain tall.
i am struggling!!!
got to take a nap..
guihua got to be strong and walk toward the 11 nov 2009!!
just a few more months to go and i could enjoy myself to the fullest!!!
zervon4:56pm

2009-04-30T22:02:00.007+08:00

Bear is sick once again!
she seems to be weaker nowadays!!
Bear!must take goOd care of yourself!
bear went home after recess.
leaving pOor zervon there.
so cold-blooded bear.jkjk
school was deadly bored.
POA teacher did not come.
Miss out a lot of poa lesson.
Really don't know i can caught out or not?
Worries and stress are words that can describe!!
Bear bear bear yao hao hao de zhao gu zi ji!!
Because you are one of them who is crucials to me!
Don't always left me alone.
You know i afraid to be alone.
I detested to be lonely.
So you must take good care of yourself and so that you will not left me alone.
Do drink a lot of PLAIN water and not coke or any sweet drinks.
If you fall sick again i will not allow you to have any sweet drinks anymore.
So do take care!
If you need anything,my phone is one 24/7 for you!
Oh My God!!
Thursday is Mid Year.
I have not study yet.
I have a lot of things don't understand especially Chemistry.
Anyone can help me out??
Do message me.
I really need help on that subject.
thanks.
zervon have to rest.
good nights everyone!
zervon11:05pm

2009-04-30T21:27:00.007+08:00

desire for this camera!!!RED!!!
OMG!!! love it to the maxi !!
BEAR!!!!!faster buy for me..
I can't wait until my birthday arrival!!
I gonna die le la...
zervon9:38pm

2009-04-28T19:26:00.003+08:00

Thanks all friends for showing your concern to me..
I think without him
I can also live to the fullest.
Yeap!really thanks lot!
Sky thanks for the tag and also support me.
thanks thanks i love you to the maxi..
thanks for all the advice too..
Did not go down study and i sleep the entire afternoon.
OMG!!i am like a pig.
Still until now i haven do any revision or my homework.
Well..tml i have two test.haven study!!
Guess i had to burn midnight oil..
I am lack of sleep!!!
Need to go eat my dinner.
byess
friends
zervon7:46pm

2009-04-25T16:57:00.004+08:00

CANON IXUS RED CAMERA!!!

I want a CANON Ixus all RED Camera!!!
I desire for that camera with Bear!!
I am excited!!!
I am eager to wait until my birthday !
But it is still long way to go..
I am getting impatient as days go by!
Camera must wait for me..
I desire and desperate for that RED camera!!
ok..i will try to save money for that!
Hope someone will buy for me..haha.
i am going out later.
I need a break!!
Totally stress up with schoolworks and Mid year examination which fall on May..
Next month but i had not study anything till now..
stressssss!! stressssss!!!
Zervon peh gui hua is stress up now!!
When i am sad,moody and feeling down..
actually i had two important people there for me but now i no longer had..
He is gone..
he will no longer be there for me anymore.
I left you only..
YOU!!yes!!!you!!!!
So you have to be strong and stronger..
Only you to care for me,console me,pamper me and entertain me!!
I love you dearly..
Don't ever ever leave me alone.Please!!
Maybe you don't need me anymore because you got someone there for you!!
but i no longer had!!
I felt distraught!!
You both are crucial to me...
I lost one i don't wish to lost another!!
Everyone who care for me ..
You guys are crucial to me too.
So you Guys Must live to the fullest!
End my post here!!
I am going to get ready my things to go out.
Miss you guys!!byesss!
Muackxx!-_-
zervon5:19pm

2009-04-20T23:48:00.013+08:00

Nobody knows how i feel!!

No one can understand how i feel.
No one know how i feel.
No one will ever know how i feel.
When you see something that freaking somethings will bring memories.
Which will make me flashed back about those days.
I was pensive when i stared at those places
I really detested it.
The more you think about somethings that had happened?
Even though it is a happy or memorable moment.
I will felt distraught.
As we can't had those moment back again.
Even though it mayhappened once but the feeling will be different.
When it had happened it will never ever be the same again.
How i wish and desire for a rewind by turing the clock back.
Although i looked happy and delighted but as what poh lern had said:
"since that day(1/3/2009) , i had never see your real smile."
Bear"thanks for listening to my thoughts and feelings,I LOVE YOU but not more than he does."
WHY???
You took my smiles away
You took my heart away
You hurt me deeply
You left me alone
Leaving a deep footprint in my heart and left?
leaving a helpless me to struggle though my life!
Frankly speaking!!You are really a cruel person.
But why am i still waiting and hoping that you will come back to me?
Why am i so silly and foolish.
I dare not to loOked into your eye,i am scared!
I will broke out into swears when i see you!
perhaps,i need a much more time to overcome it.
while,i can only blamed myself for too rely on you.
and blamed myself to love you too deep!
everytime when i encounter a problem or some happiness to share with and the first person that came across my mind will be YOU?
why am i such a useless person.
I really wanted to concentrate my studies?
But my mind kept stopping me.
my mind is all about you.
wondering how is you today?
Are you doing fine?.
Worrying about you,while i can't show you.
Do you drink a lot of water so that you will not fall sick.
Do you need someone to talk to?
What can i do to help you?
Hope that i will be there for you when you need me?
Baby,I LOVE YOU!
you are crucial to me!
all i can say is i need you badly!
if you guys are my besties.
Don't leak out a single word about it.
thanks.
As this is my blog i want to write out my real feelings and thoughts.
Label:baby,i need you badly!
Zervon4:06pm

2009-04-18T12:59:00.002+08:00

My happiness will be back!!!!!!!!=)
wo de kuai le hui hui lai de!!!
zervon's happiness will be back!!
I want my happiness to be back!!
Loveher(zervon)!
label:do it with action not by using words!

2009-04-18T12:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Bear!!

today is bear birthday!
someone is getting older ..
sad to say that..you are just 17..
you can't watch the m18 movie..haha..
anyway,just hope that you will be happy all the time.
just hope to see you carrying your smiles..
find your happiness and enjoy it..
Don't make yourselves regret..
haha..when you need me:
A call or a message and i will be there.
but you cannot be selfish.
must share your happiness with me too.
happy birthday!!
zervon12;47pm

2009-04-07T16:32:00.003+08:00

Sleep late at night again..

I am feeling freaking tired..
almost late for school.
cab-ed to school and again cab-ed from JP to school
Have being spending most of my money on cab..
i have to save money le..T.T
school bored??
Studying at Gb mac again..
Doing english essays which make my head one big one small,
Everyday had to study.
i am tired!!!!
Life is like meaningless to me.
Without love,life is meaningless...
My happiness will be back..
wo de kuai le hui hui lai de!!
gtg le.
byess..'
zervon4;38pm
Label:if you judge a person you will have no time to love them

2009-04-05T23:08:00.017+08:00

Playing basketball!!

Playing basketball remind me a lot of menories!!
Everyone seems to have change?
Those people who we always used to play with have no longer be there to play with us!
Now all are NEW faces!!
I know jie jie and i had the same feeling too..
Miss those days a lot..
The old group of friends like
Christy,kuntat,me,chonghow,bear,yini,simon,leslie,sky,yamkorand many many other people..
that was damn fun and enjoyable moment!!misses-_-
Can we had that group of people again??? playing basketball without fail??
I know we enjoying ourselves today but that kind of feeling is just freaking different after all..
Today we only play with wei han,jiejie,yam kor,jiahui,mark and bear(sit there but never play).
Feeling are just not there..
Frankly speaking,i still perfer those days with that old group of people..
Those laughter,enjoyable and feeling!!!!!T_T
but overall,although the feeling are not there but at least we had something to laugh at..
I did not play much due to my injury toe..
It hurts a lot!!!
Hope it will heal soOn
People in my life come and go..
Some stay for a while and left footprint in my life which make me miss those days..
some just walk away without saying goodbye to me..
some just passby..
But we will never be the same again!!
I will wait for you!
still waiting for you my friends!!!
sickening ps me again...
good nights
Label:If you judge a person you will have no time to love them!!
zervon11;22pm

2009-04-04T17:38:00.008+08:00

I just don't know why i have this feeling?

my heart just felt very Empty!!
Very empty!!
feeling really damn freak.
you since to be Two-faced person?
Just can't figure out which one is a real you?
What are really true friends?
Well to me is..
when you had problem they will be there for you?
When you feel sad they will be there to console you?
When you feel like cry they are willing to let you their shoulder?
When you ask them out they will try their best to go out with you?
When you are happy they are willing to share your happiness?
If you are what i mention above
you are worth to be my friend!
I will thanks god for bring me to my life!!
if you are a kind of friends who hurt or making uses of others badly!
I sincerely hope that gods will take you out of my life!!-_-
If you dislike me can just say in front of me dun have to act like you are a real friends who end up to become a Two-faced people!!
you will make people confused and end up you will become a enemy to everyone!!
don't act in front of us !!
i just want you to be yourself not pretending to be someone else!!!
If you think running a way is a form of solution to you ..
i will tell you that you are such a USELESS person!!
how long will you be runing or hiding??
Is that the life you want??
will you feel better???

If you judge a person you will have no time to love them!! A friend is a gift you give yourself!! Becoming my friend or enemy is your choice!! everyone have a chance to choose their own choice!! Nobody like to have enemy!!!-_-so likewise to me!!

Label:If you judge a person you will have no time to love them!!
zervon6;33pm

2009-04-03T15:27:00.002+08:00

Sports day 2009!!

which was a boring day..
Sad to say that he was not the Sports boy this year!!
At least you have it once..
Smile ya..
just sit down and watch them.
all i can is boring super boring..
Having headache and reach home i bath le then sleep le..
i had to pack my bag le..
i am going to study..
Words to you!!
Glad that you are happier now...
Looking at you,i can see smiles on your face.
You must be xing fu k..
Yi ding yao kuai le..
Wo ai ni!! if you encounter any problem bu fan gao shou wo!!
Ni yi ding yao kuai le..yao bi wo hai kuai le.. zhi dao ma???
i am tired.
gtg.
bye
zervon3;38pm

2009-04-01T16:01:00.005+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!

Mostly,i will be having my time to study at GB or SSC mac.
Due to the Mid-Year examination fall in may..
i got to force myself to study.
i just don't know why i could not study at home..
all i do at home was to sleep amd online.
if i continue to be like that i don't know what my results will be??
Had not choice but to spend my time at Mac studying..
When you free must come down find me k..
Haha..it seems like quite a long time we do not have friends gathering?
Miss those days..
Daddy will be going back to china soOn..
How i wish i could go back too..
So that i could relax myself for this fast-pacing city.
Alone schoolworks are driving me crazy.
when you guys free..
please contact me and jio me out.
So that i could relax..
Today i am going down Ssc mac to study and at the same time helping jiejie to do things..
di di will be coming down to accompany me..
thanks for the effort to come down.
i dun know if bear is coming?
School was totally bored like hell..
Tired and stress is all i can say.
wanna make people like a fool but i dun know what to do.
haix,..maybe i will try it later!!
it already 4plus le..
gtg
byeesss!
Zervon4;10pm

2009-03-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

Just want to post on Parent-teacher meet on FRIDAY!

Mr chia tell my mum that i am a good girl.
He also told my mum that it is lucky to have a daughter like me..
haha..i am not showing off ok..
Is just somethings that make me felt happy..
Overall result ..
I am totally disappointed by my results

English-E8 __(fail!!!!must work very hard to get at least a B3)
Maths-A1__ (keep it up!!!but you can do must better,jiayou!)
Chinese-B3 __(felt ashame to get this results,should work towards A1)
Science-C6__(felt useless can anyone teach me science??)
Humanties__C6(must work harder to get better results)
Poa-A1__(keep it up..wanted to get at least 92 at above!!)

That is my results..
Any comment about my results..
Please tag me and give me more advice to improve my results..thanks..
Anyway just wanna thanks Mr chia for giving me advice on how to improve my english..
Thanks a lot a lot..
Guihua wont hate anyone unless you do somethings that make me hate you!
Please treat me the way you wanted me to treat you!!!!!
i have to go sleep le..
tomorrow need to work at 9..
good night everyone!
sweet dreams!!
Zervon 12:46am

2009-03-28T12:23:00.003+08:00

I Just Don't Understand WHY??

Sometime things look easy for other to handle.
But when you are the one who are handling things is really hard!!
Somethings just look so simple and yet to other people it look just that complicated!!
When things seem simple when you handle it actually is hard.
When things seem tough when you handle it is actually quite easy..
Anyway bad news to tell..
Due to some problem i had decided to cancel the sing k outing on Pohlern birthday.
Which fall on the 18april.
Sorry guys my apology to you!!
I am alone at home.
Bear went out with someone and she dun wan me anymore..
I had being throw back in my fish tank ..
I am unwanted creature!!
Saded!
Coz that someone seems more important than me..
One word to decribe is SADED! totally upset!
guihua guihua..life is getting tougher and tougher..
Must be strong ok!!
I know everyone thinks that i am strong but that is only in the surface..
Deep in my heart are just that freaking soft and weak..
That is xiaohua or guihua or zervon??
No matter who i am ??
I am just that weak and useless..
I Know everyone care about me..
If i make your worry i am here by to apologise to you guys..
I wanted to be strong too!!
But i can't coz i am that weak!!
People around me some are happily enjoy themselves while i am still like a fool such a useless person!! thinking about something that is impossible!!
I will walk towards my happiness ..
i will wait too!!
i will be strong!!
i dun wish to be a fool again!!!
Many problem that are driving me crazy..
I am totally stress up..
I wish and craved for a long term break!!!
guiihuua12;57pm

2009-03-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

I lost my way..
I should listen to them!!
Everythings just out ofmy control.
Why is my life end up to be like this??
If lying will make you feel better.
if lying will make you feel no stress.
If lying will make a big different in my life.
If lying will make my life much better!!!
I would rather choose to LIE !!!
Walking towards school will make me felt freaking stress!!
Schoolwork is in a big mess!!
Everythiings in my life is so damn fcuk messy!!
i just dun know how to control or do it...
Who can i call for help??
Who will listen to my problem!!
haix..
today was damn tiring day..
walk to school twice..
went to school and Meet the parent session.
later still had to go school to listen to all the talks..
haix..i had sleepless all those days since the common tests had started..
i just felt stress about the EXAM after exam,,
i just hate it!!!
Gods..please save me..
Take that nightmare out of my dream.,,please!!!
got to get ready my things ..
i still need to go school later..
byeee!friends!
guihua5;19pm

2009-03-26T16:07:00.002+08:00

Flashback to the past by looking at the past post..

We use to be very close with each other.
Now, we end up like an enemy?
WHY??
Where is our memories.
Are of Friendship that weak?
why?
Really miss the year 2007 the best.
I miss 2008 too..
when we study together and when we spend time together.
Hope we will get back to those days..
Really miss a lot..
Ah bai Ah bai..haha..called by Mr bala.
Friends are so close and caring.
Nowadays,Most of them are drafting apart from me.
misses-_-
how i wish i could rewind back to SECOndary 3 life.
which was filled with full of friends'concern and our bonding are just that close.
i really dislike my now current situation..
It is really like hell.
Can i get back my happiness again??
i desired rewind back to 2007..
People from my life come and go.
Will we be that close again?
Will you treat me like how you used to treat me?
Will you still care for me like you used to be?
Will you still like me like what you used to be?
Will you still there for me like you used to be?
Will you still love me like you did before?
Will you still message me like how you used to be?
Will you still hug me like you used to be?
Will you still look at me like you used to be?
Will you still called me and show concern to me like you did before?
Will we be like that again?
Will you be like me missing all those days that we used to be together?
Will you still get back to my side like you used to be?
Will you still bring back my smiles like you did before?
Flashing back to the past!
but looking at my currently life was totally different.
I really hate my life now..
If only you are by my side.
All is about Stress,school work,friends' problem,exam and problem after problem!!!
My life now is really sucks??
problem after problem!!!!!!!!
My life is now all full with hatred and regreted..
Why my life is like that?
How long will it end?
Misses!!
guihua4;45pm

2009-03-24T21:08:00.009+08:00

Yeap!!
I brought my colour contact lens..
Four colours grey,blue,purple and green
I am so happy and excited!
Today school was bored.
Koh PohLern PS me.
But never she owe me a sakae.
After school went to Jurong point shopping and watch movie.
The movie HOTEL OF DOGS
It was a nice show is worth to spend to watch it..
If you had a time?do go watch the movie k?really nice show.
while if you like dogs.
Finally,i get to know the answer which i wanted to know long time ago..
Thanks a lot!!
I will try my best k?
But not now i just want to concentrate on my studies.
Maybe after O level??
If only i know the answer earlier.
if after o level i still like you i promise to jio you back.
i will try to do things to get you back.
provided in your heart, there are still me and love me.
I f i wont be that hurt..
Since is over then suan le..
Headache again..
Homework a lot.
Just wanna thanks poh lern for the blogskin.
I really like it a lot..
LOVEYOULOT!!
didi,dun forget about what you had promise me.
you better dun break promise if not i will hate you forever.
what you had told me before,please dun break it ..
what i promise you if i had the chance i will not break it.
if only i had the chance.
guiihuua9;32pm

2009-03-23T17:00:00.003+08:00

I am still the freaking same..
Same feeling same sadness..
first time it is really that hard to forget??
how long would i take to forget about him..
i really hate this freaking feeling..
if only i could end now..
wadever i go there are memories..
can tell me what should i do???
please take me away..
You ask me once..will i cry if you leave me..'
now you should now the answer..
i had been feeling that fcuking sucks..'
hope time would quickly past and let me off..
i am really tired and feeling damn sad...'
my mind just can't stop thinking about you..
Can i ask what make me so damn freaking miss you like mad or can't stop thinking about you..
how long will it take????
one month?
two months?
three months??
...
...
....
....
...
one year????
that feeling is really sucks..
listen to the song sing by jay chou
make me cry and cry!!!
why people can pretend that nothing had happened??
why i can't???
WHY????????
WHY?????????????????
i will just wait and wait until the day come!!!
hoping and wishes are all gone
Gods please take that freaking feeling away from me!!!!!!
take me away !!please!!

2009-03-18T23:34:00.005+08:00

Maybe i am really a foolish to believe you!!
Am is a real fool to really believe you!!
I just dun know what is going to happened next!
I just wan to rest as much as i can..
I am really freaking tired!!
Coz i really can't take it anymore!!
One word is HATE!!!!!!!!to me..
Dun just act infront of me..
Just be a REAL you!!
I dun need a person to act infront of me!!
i hate it
DUN AsK ME WHO it is!!
It is a secret for me only..
Maybe your are wondering who is it..
Even if you kill me i also wont tell..
Sorry..
I am seriously tired!!
Please let me off..
lovEYOUguys
i will just wait for the day..
i will wait and wait and wait and wait.........
guihua11;42pm

2009-03-15T12:37:00.000+08:00

i will wait!!
just wait for it to heal!!

2009-03-14T10:44:00.001+08:00

I am really tired!!
I really need a break!!

2009-03-14T10:44:00.000+08:00

I am really tired!!
I really need a break!!

2009-03-13T14:39:00.005+08:00

Yeap!!HOLIDAY!!!

It is great that holiday had finally came!!
i really need a break!!
I wanted holiday for a long time..
Everyone was like self declare holiday..
Come school,then after that ask parents come fetch them home..
School was bored!!
having three period of maths..
Doing all the maths work..
Later going down mac to do my MATHS homework..
Again is still mathematics!!!!!
Maths is driving me CRAZY!!!
Meeting bear at 3pm..
I felt so tired..
It was like a few weeks i had not being sleeping well..
whatever i do was all wrong and blur!!
Sometime what am i doing i also dun know at all..
I just dread that will happened!!
Will be home late ..
I have many homework to do..
English,maths,chem, chinese and many things need to study!!
I dun know how long can i hold on!!
I really hate it!!
GODs please save me!!
orh ya..
someone birdday is coming!!
just in case i had no time to post my blog!!!
i would like to wish HER here!!
and that is of course!......!!!!
my beloved jie jie(HONG QIAOTING) !!!fat fat one haha!!jkjk
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Hope you will slim down soOn!!hehe=)
the most act cute one..haha!!
always bully me.
but she teach me many things too!!Thanks alot!
OMG...gtg..i am late le ..
byeeee !!
guihua2;55pm

2009-03-11T17:49:00.003+08:00

MUMMY..JIEJIE!!

thanks very much..

i will be fine..

i will not hate them..

instead i should thanks them for letting me grew stronger ma..

i learn a lot of things too..

THANKS to him.=)

knowing so many things will not benefit me much too

in fact it will make me waste time to think about it..

i woke up le..mummy thanks for the important lesson

thanks for spending so many time just to write the post for me..

i am really very touch..

In fact, i felt that you are much closer to me..

i dun know that you care for me so much..

jiejies thanks for telling me so many things too..

really dun know what to say anyway THANKS

haha..thanks a lot..

i will study hard..
guihua6;10pm

2009-03-10T21:35:00.005+08:00

PLEASE TAG BEFORE YOU GO!!thanks-_-

Missing him i can say is impossible..
i dun know why?
Even i sleep i can see him in my dream..
now, i also don't dare to sleep ..
haix..i simply hate it a lot..
i just want to concentrate on my studies only..
i am not in a moOd of getting into another realationship for now..
Maybe after O level then i will try bah..
i just want him to get out of my dreams..
To all my besties:
i just want him to be happy!!
i dun wan your to hate him or what??
is useless because i will not be happy if he is not happy!!
mummy..
i just felt unhappy that she interfere in our problem..
i just wanted him and i settle it tgt!!
i am not happy with what she had told me on satursday!!
HOW??????
mummy............!!!!!!!
To me it was just a nightmare when i wake up!!!
i hate it a lot..
i am tired le..
Goodnight peers!!
guihua is currently dead!
guihua9;56pm

2009-03-09T17:13:00.007+08:00

A person can really act like one!
So please be careful when you are choosing a friends or bf/gf!
RMB to know him/her better
By finding out more about him/her from his/her friends.
So that you will not get hurt badly..
MUMMY..
thanks a lot..
but i dun wish that you will quarrel with HER
feeling much much better le after scolding all this out!!haix..
if you continue to scold her in your blog.
then next time your cannot go out together le..
i dun wan to see that to happened between you and HER!!
One thing i can say is that YOU TREAT HER MUCH BETTER THAN ME!!
you think she is more important than me.
you can left me alone and when to meet her when she is upset.
i can say so much things to me that is only to find excuses to cover for him.
Because your are siding each other!!
So you will try to make her out even you are tgt with me.
i will be strong and i will make sure i do somethings with it..
i will not be such a loser so easily..

2009-03-08T22:25:00.004+08:00

I am really FINE!!!!!!
I wont be that STUPID anymore!!
One word to describe me in the past three months is FOOL!!!
is BLOODY FOOL!!!!!
all right i am fine anyway!
Thanks for all the LIES
that make me grew stronger!

2009-03-06T14:10:00.004+08:00

Same feeling, same me!!
I just hate myself to be in this statesss!!
I really hate it to core!!
FCUKKKKKK!!!!!!!
I will be strong!!!!
I need time time time!!
Maybe i really too naive to think that YOU ARE MINE!!
gtg study le!!
i will try my best to get a good O level results and i will prove it to you!!!
Jiejie thanks very much!!
i will work hard..
i will force myself to study and stop thinking about HIM!!

LABEL:I JUST DUN WANT YOU GUYS BECAUSE OF ME THEN YOUR ARE NOT HAPPY WITH EACH OTHER!!
ALL I WANT NOW IS THAT as long as he is happy then i will be HAPPY!I dun wan your to blame him or what because maybe i am in a wrong too=(! thanks-_- all my close frens and sisters!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!-_-

2009-03-04T22:23:00.001+08:00

Another day le!!
i am still the same!!
when can i get you out of my head..
feeling freaking sucks..
i hate it!!=(

2009-03-03T19:31:00.003+08:00

I am still very sad..
All i do was to cry and cry!!
I just can't get you out of my mind!
It is really tough..
Hope what you had promise me that you wont forget!
I really dun know what should i do?
Hurts!!!!!!!hurts!!
I really hope that we can get back to the past like what you and me wanted!!
Everything just come out of mind all is about our past!
I hate it!!
I get my chem 9.5/25!!
WTH!! i really hate to see me in this state!
When can i get back to the past me??
Not at this state whenever everyone see me then they will ask me are you alright?
The way they ask me i felt like crying!!
I really cannot take it anymore!!
I want this to end soOn!!
guihua7:45pm

2009-03-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

i dun felt regret to be with you

2009-03-02T16:10:00.010+08:00

昨天，我们分手了=（=(

我知道很多人都不希望我们在一起！

"分手" 真的很痛也是非常辛苦！！

i really dun wish that this will happened?

if you really care for me

please dun because of our relationship that will affect your impression in HIM!!

thanks=（

我现在真的很辛苦很辛苦！

有时真的不知如何是好！

我的眼泪只是不停的流下！

我真得很想忍但是我做不到！！

我真的很难受很难受！！

心就像是被刀割一样！！

考试时，我根本没心去做！

上课时，我心不在焉。

我还一直在想我们的那一段快乐的日子！

我才发现你原来对我来说是那么的重要！！

没有了你！我该怎么办才好！

无论我做什么我都做得不好！！

我真的不知如何是好！

当两个人真的爱对方的话！

是不是应该在一起！

对不起，我试去找但找不到那个戒指了！

我真的没有心情读书！

I really felt regreted to make that decision.

if there is second choice i will choose not to make that kind of decision

but i really had no choice since you are so tired..

sometime i do felt that we are like drifting apart from each other！

anyway thanks for the 3months plus one week's memory

我爱你我真得很爱你！

我真的好像哭！

桂花真得很伤心！

可以告诉我该怎么做？？？

桂花5*25

2009-02-26T16:22:00.006+08:00

Tag before leaving my blog,thanks

Life was sucks.

I really hate a lot..

Sometime i really dun know what should i do..

I am lost in my own world.

All my schoolwork was like haix..

My common test is tml yet i dun even had the mood to study.

Today i got back my maths test.

I really wanted to study but i just dun know what i should do to keep me awake and focus on my studies..

Is only left with about 8months to O level??

Sometime you do something which i dun like it i did not say anythings because i dun wan to had a quarrel with you..

I hate to quarrel with you because i dun wan oneof us to get hurt or unhappy abt it.

You doesn't since to bother about me..

Then why should i bother a person who dun bother or even care for you.

I SIMPLY hate this kind of feeling..

dun wish to continue to write if not i think we may started to quarrel le..

if you are my really my friend dun ask me who is the person i am talk

thanks-_- iloveyou=)
can you show more concern to me.
message you can you reply and stop letting me to wait for you!!

label:life is really sucks at this moment!!
guiihuua5;04pm

2009-02-19T19:57:00.005+08:00

I am sorry peers..
I was too lazy to update my blog..
I would like to thanks someone(a stranger)
woke up as normal..
7am.block downstair wait for poh lern.
When i took out my phone..
Suddenly my thumdrive drop at the drain..
i was at there trying to get the thumdrive out..
Trying for abt 3mins i still could get it out..
i was fed up at that moment..
A man come to me and ask me if i need help..
He take out the metal things then i could only get it..
Saying thanks to him..he smiled and went to take lift up..
Thanks a lot ya..
Whole day was like damn boring.
I just hate my life now..
Is really stresssss!!
Common test is next friday.
I haven even study yet..
Hope this stress can fast get out of my life!!!!
Reach home..slack at home..
Wait for bear phone call and went to her house do online shopping.
See many stuffs i like ..
Had to save money for shopping..
Reach home eat dinner..
Now had to do my english Draft 1

that our essay question..
Haix..got to go do my homework le..
LAO GONG!!I Miss You..
i miss you voice.face,your care and concern..
Loveyouwithallmyheart.
Leaving you i dun know what will happened to me!!
please dun break your promise to me..deeply in love with you
guihua

2008-11-27T13:09:00.001+08:00

i am bored!!
Lao gong i miss you a lot..
i just dun know how to explain myfeeling..
i just wanted you to stay by my side forever..
label:iloveyou!dun leave me alone!!

2008-10-24T22:00:00.002+08:00

this few days i had no moOd to blog.
sorry about that!!
tag will reply late too..
sorry!!
guiihuuA10:09PM

2008-10-13T13:39:00.003+08:00

I am simply bored!!!
waiting for Bear to reply my msg!!
i think she is still sleeping..
yesterday must be a tiring day for her!!
So i shall not disturb her and let her had a good rest!!
Waiting for sister to come back to watch the 'Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni'
maybe will be going out to get sis's birthady present!

2008-10-10T21:18:00.003+08:00

Actually wanna go facial but the aunt say she not free when we reach there le.saded.
tml had to go again.boring.
tml not going to work.
went to PEIWEN house and slack.
she play with my hair la.
funny la..she try to perm my hair.
we laugh like crazy..
haha..actually ok la..
not really very ugly la..
bbbyeeee!!!
guiihuua9;22pm

2008-10-10T20:42:00.007+08:00

I am here to update what i had being doing yesterday.
due to coming back late .
sorry for not updating ya.
well..yesterday go out with sisters and sis's Bf.
went to woodlands to take sister online shopping stuffs.
went to causeway to eat KFC.
Treated by jie fu haha..thanks ya .
after eating, we went to watch movie (painted skin).
is really a very touching movie..
treated by jie jie..haha..she she le..
Train-ed to JE and went to meet Bear and da jie at SSC mac,
went to took my banana uniform.
da jie is having meeting.
waited for about one hour.
bear and i decide to eat KFC again..
my lunch and dinner is all KFC..
treated by Bear..haha..thanks=)
after that we went to aracde.because Bear miss her Pop Music.
got one small boy like funny la
disturb people when people was play the pop Music.
i just dun know what the hell was the mum doing.
she just stand one side and look at him when her son was disturbing other people.
so no choice i had to tag my card and let him play lo.
Bear was damn fed up as she was playing then the boy keep on anyhow press the button.like funny la..
hope that we will not see them again.
after aracde went to my favourite place..
OF COURSE is kpool la..haha
went to play for one hour.
Lao gong call me to go alif.
dun know wanna go or not coz he and da jie still not ok.
haix..
da jie say she very tired so she went home.
dun wanna everytime ps lao gong and yini.
so wait for sister then went to alif.
sorry for emoing for so long ..
due to same issue..
dun wish to mention ya..
if wanna know ask me personally.
i dislike people calling me AH BAI!!!
so stop calling me ah bai..
don't you think is very rude to call people surname.
if is Mr bala i am fine with you because he is my teacher.
but can you stop calling me ah bai because to me is very rude.

guiihuua9:18pm

2008-10-08T12:30:00.004+08:00

Just one day of not going to school!!
I started to miss school hours
Miss my friends,teachers,my classroOm and of course the toilet at 2nd floor!
Yesterday go out with dajie and bear.
We went to IMM shop shop and went back to JEC to watch movie(MaMaMia).
The movie is funny for some parts only.
After watching movie we went to take newprint.
Suddenly Bear want to take neoprint.
She is crazy,after exam jiu went to dye her hair.
Maybe that is her reason why she wanna take neoprint le.
She had just dye her hair.
I wanna watch other movie!!!
I had being quite a long time never shopping and watch movie le.
Although exam had over but i am still in exam moOd!!
Just wish that i could get to sec 5 and go to poly!!^.^
People are like that:
When you had somethings you will want more.
when you were at school,you feel like working.
but when you were working,you will miss school hours.
People will never treasure things that is around you but when you lost them.
By that time you will try to treasure it but sometime is too late!!
Maybe will be going out after that.
Maybe went to library to borrow some boOk!
I want to read xiao shou..
This few day will be emoing.
Just ignore me when i am emoing bacause i dun know what i will be doing too.
will try to change my blogskin as soon as possible because went i see my blogskin i will had no mOod to update my blog.
sister and sky birthday is coming and i still haven buy present for them.
Hope to start work asap because i will be mad if i continue to stay at home
i want to go out.. i want to go out!!
i dun want to stay at home=(!!
i want to watch the painted skin.
The movie like very nice!!=0
Bear and da jie i think they are still sleeping!!
i am so damn bored!!

guiihuua1:1opm

2008-10-07T13:10:00.002+08:00

Yeapi...Exam finally over!!!
My nightmare had over!!
Today is the last paper..POA..
Manage to balance my account!!
Hope to get Grade 1..
No need to take a lot of book and went to SSC mac to study le..
For this two months i am going to enjoy myself..
But will MISS those day when POH LERN and Lao Gong study together!!-_-
But lao gong had to study..haha..
Later going out with da jie,jie jie and Poh lern!!
gonna enjoy myself..

2008-07-27T14:07:00.001+08:00

sorry to inform uue guys that..
i will stop blogging now..
will be back to blog after N level..
guiihuua2:09pm

2008-07-03T19:34:00.003+08:00

Today i dun know wad is going on with the two of uue???
cancel off my work for tml then now!!!
haix..dun know what to say...
suan le..tml i really dun know what to do!!!
really F*** la..

2008-07-02T16:38:00.000+08:00

was damn fucking bored..

2008-06-23T18:03:00.003+08:00

TODAY WAS DAMN SUCKS
meet bear as per normal..
went to school tgt with her..
halfway we saw janice..
we walk together to school..
reach school....backgate was not opened..
ok nevermind..we walk to the front gate..
near was late..but never..many student are still behind us..
that's fine with me..
so damn unlucky that my hair kena caught..
Mr bala say my hair colour..lol..since school reopen my hair had not being caught..
today was damn bored kena caught..
many people was being caught for long hair,color hair and etc..
fed up la..
near being sent home..
but DM give us second chance..
no choice but to dye back my hair ..
wa lao..damn black la..sian .....
just felt that i am totally NOT ready for school..
i want holiday..
all right..left 35days lesson days and N level is going to be begining!!!!:(saded
one more week to go..(N level oral)!!!^.^
stress stress!!£!*£%*$(!aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggg!!!
gtg..
byess
guiihuua6:21pm

2008-06-11T15:44:00.002+08:00

sorry peers for not blogging ..
i was lazy to blog ..
during the june holiday ..
i was slacking at home..
some time i go out with friends..
meet christy they all go..
i went out to slack..
went to work..
holiday is bored!!
had nothing much to blog..
life was damn boring for me..
haix..boring boring..
i just dun know why..
all these few day i could sleep until 2plus then only i fall asleep..
i just dun know why why??
i am tired now..
gtg to sleep le..
see u in my dream ya..
tc frens and enjoy ur holiday..
guiihuuua3:51pm

2008-05-30T13:54:00.002+08:00

yea...today is the last day for the HELP programme!!
i can sleep until very late le..
tml morning woke up at 7plus..
do all my things..
then saw POhlern msg..
she say she not gg school..
so i go school alone..
Bear Ps me..saded!!
but never mind..i listen to songs when on the way to school..
walk up to class..i saw only abt 10 students in the class..
what the hell..so little..
then slowly people come in..
they are late..
maths lesson..
Mr bala lesson teach us the last concept..
was quite fun ..do maths work..
after the maths lesson ..
English lesson..Miss Lim teach ue on picture discussion..
because N level oral is on 30 june which is after one week of school reopen.
N level is nearer!!!
recess time..
we were all slacking in the classrooom..
Chatting abt things..
then is Physic lesson..
teaching about the speed,displacement and more..
all about the chapter 2 things..
Poa lesson..
going through about the Journal..
Time to home..
meet Bear..to give her all the worksheet for today..haha
ask her buy Milk tea for me..
i am hungry..haha..
thanks Bear!!!
better dun Ps me again ..
How many time u had PS me le huh..
HERE A MSG TO THAT BITCH WHO TAG my bear blog..
if u had nothings to do..
DUN anyhow go other ppl blog and tag all those rubbish..
Dun say ppl if u are NOT perfect ..
u also not that pretty or perfect..
so don say other ppl la..
uue nothing better to do huh..
want to find trouble for us huh??!!
Dun act la..BITCH!!!just get out of our way la..
pissoff..dare to find trouble for my bear!!
later going to work..
gtg..
bye!!
guiihuua2:25pm

2008-05-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

Today school as per normal..
bear yesterday say she will take MC today..
thought that i will be PS by her..
need to work to school alone..
but was shocked to see her ..
went to school..
again miss siew never come..
free period..so long dun have her lesson le..
GeO is gg to flung le la..
english was talking abt the ghost ..
then chem..doing some revision ws..
assblemly lesson..mr koh was talking..
it was his last day in HILLGROVE..
it is abt sad la..
then recess..
was mr bala lesson..
BORING!!!!
went hw..
slacking at home..
tml gg out!!
guiihuua9:38pm

2008-05-16T17:35:00.003+08:00

Well.. my result was out !!
pass 4 subject and i think i fail two subject!!
really was aback that i actually fail my science is really damn F***
i think i fail my english too!!(not confirm yet)
was unhappy with my result..
have to work very hard for my coming exam le..
Before is too late ..
I just hate exam like hell..
Exams give us a lot of stress..
i just really hate that kind of stress..
students' life are boring..
go skool and study..
we have to study at home too..
just because of the stupid examination that we all had to take..
i just hate it!!
if students do not have exam that will be good!!^.^
so many things to do..
just dun know where should i start first..
so many things to study..
Maths alone is already making me go mad!!
haix..really dun know what to do..
TODAY
went to school as normal
Geo lesson was free period
as miss siew was not free..
English lesson..
doing the review!!bored!!
chem..doing the worksheet..
we were having class contract time..Mr Bala was busy!!
our chinese things take over..
then..recess time..
we eat then went back to class..
after recess was Mr bala lesson..
THREE period ya..
doing some maths question ..
after we had do finish our work is free period..
we were chatting with Mr bala..
the chatting was funny!!
then is go home time..
i cook and eat..
went to sleep..
now is online blogging ..
Is time for me to go !!
buai buai!!!
guiihuua5:53pm

2008-05-13T21:07:00.003+08:00

Today almost get back all my results!!
i can say that it is total sucks!!!
I dislike what i had get..
through that the Chem is quite easily but
Today i got my results was shocked!!
i just pass..like WTH!!
Physic was diffcult..
in the end i fail my SCIENCE!!sob sob!!
total fail subject i fail i think is two bah..
sad sia..
POA was diffcult like hell..
so i think will fail badly this time..
everything i can't balances!!
hope that time quickly pass..
i want to play pool..
i miss it so much..
orh ya!!
TO:LCF(the LATE queen)
ask us to go play pool never tell us what time???
how to meet up..
see my blog le..faster sms and tellme the time huh??
haha..sorry huh??i lazy to sms!!
feeling sad now..
after see all my result ..
hope that N level will not end up to be like that..
wish ur all the best
had no mOod to write !!
gtg..
bye..
guiihuua9:21pm

2008-05-11T21:44:00.004+08:00

well..
today was nothing actually...
just felt damn tired after working
and i went home to sleep..
until it was abt 6plus then i woke up..
mother day is today..
so went down to buy a DURIAN cake!!
come back home!!
i went to help mum with the cooking..
after dinner jiu online liao..
until now..
i am tired now..
sorry for a short post today...
tml is getting back my paperle..
very worried..
hope that i will pass with frying colours..
that all ya..
just wanna wish panda a.k.a ZUL a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
green is his favourite colour so today post is green..haha
guiihuua9:51pm

2008-05-08T22:33:00.005+08:00

IS LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!
i dun wish that this is happening to me..
i hate this feeling!!exam was over..
if i know that THIS WILL HAPPENED???
i really wish that i had give you the umbrella!!!!!!
is my fault for not giving to you...
i am telling you..
IS not that "SOMEONE"who you are refering to??
is just happened that today is last paper ..
thats why i online..blog!!
she did not tell me any bad things about you to me..
i know you are stress!!
but have you think that..
giving yourself so much STRESS!!
will only give you a lot of problem..
everytime when we are having conflict..
you just walk away..
Had you think how sad am i when i saw you talking to ZUL!!
and i wait for you ..
you just walk away!!
seriously!!i dun mind that my sick will be worst!!
coz i care for my best friend..
i dun want her leg to become worst!!
because i know that is a very painful things..
you did not tell me that you leg is injured!!
How would i know that you need the umbrella more that i do!!
i dun wish to had conflict anymore!!
i wanna be a person who can share your problem,secret,your feeling and wadever things you face with!!
i really wish that we will be back to normal!!
feeling damn low!!!
zervon10:55pm

2008-05-08T15:18:00.004+08:00

Exam was finally over!!!

But friendship problem occur!!!
DID YOU TELL THAT YOUR LEG WAS INJURED!!!
how to show concern to you when you did not tell me!!
you say want to help me take umbrella.
i ask you help me open you also don't want.
you just walk in front of me.
You say then get wet yourself and take MC Tomorrow??
i open the umbrella then you say uue want to take the umbrella.
Is my fault !!!not giving you the umbrella.
next time what you want must i always give in you??
You want me to control you diet ??
i try to ask you don't eat that??
then sometime you give me a whatever's face.
EVERYTIME WE HAD SOME CONFILCT!!
I am always the first one to talk to you!!!!!
If you tell me your leg is injured..
i would already let your had the umbrella and i don't may get well!!
TODAY!!
after the exam i wait for you and you just walk away without a single word.
FINE!! since you don't care.. what can i do??
The exam is just a MID YEAR!!!
there is still a few months to go!!
you can still do better..
POA is gone this time that dosen't mean that is END OF THE WORLD!!
you can do it better if you put in your best effort!!
your got so many problem i can't help uue!!
Just to pray hard then you will be fine soOn!!
EXAM will fail terribly!!!!
all paper was so damn diffcult
only Chem still ok to me!!
take care everyone!!
everyone is getting sick so must take good care of yourself!!
guiihuua 4:16pm

2008-04-18T18:10:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY VERY BEST FAMILY!!!!!
BEARx3

This cake was brought by me to POHLERN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!BEARx3

FINALLY is one year older le..

haha..sixteen leh nia..

can offically go play pool le..

haha..uue must be have waited very long bah..

so let the pic talk now..

making wishes..hope her wish come true ya!!

we eat the cake..1/2 sia..that is only 1/4

i think i will be fat 5kg le..
eat so many cake..
school was normal ya..
ZEMING ps us..
i hate him...liar..
one word to say to him~boxin~
pohlern was not really happy after all..
maybe is because of those ppl who boxin..
neber wish her happy birthday..
anyway just hope that she would enjoy tonight..
lastly..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY POLAR BEARx3
welcome to the NC16 world..
enjoying playing pool..k..
thats my favor game..
tml gg to YINI's chalet..
i wan to cycling..
so long i had not being cycling le..
thanks all for the day..
buaii frens

guiihuua6:39pm

BEARx3 JIAYOU

2008-04-08T19:25:00.004+08:00

i am bored!!
sorry for not blogging !!
due to my lazyness!!
will try to blog!!haha..
guiihuua7:34pm

2008-03-17T18:02:00.004+08:00

I dun know why somebody is just like funny loh..
saying the things that you did it before!!
and now you want reasonable it ???are you sure!!
did you think before what you had done before you talk about reasonable???
buying the adidas watch is what i already write at my wishlist long time ago ok
DID I BUY THE SAME COLOUR AS YOU??
EXACTLY the same one???NO!!!!!i did not..
i buy one is all RED ok!!
she brought exactly the same as PohLern!!
i don think your don know that we are using that bag..
because that BAG is so big and we had being using it for one whole term??
dun tell me that you are no eye to see??
we brought during the DEC holiday and we use it during school reopen??
ok ..you say you did not know that we are using the bag..
then did you still RMB about the belt that i had brought??
you say i brought same as you ???
do you like me use it at school or use long time??
and i really dun know that you buy the belt???
i did not buy exactly the same as you??
using the things that you like is your problem??
i can't control after all..
so what can i do??
i just want a explaintion?
why people can say other people copy her when it is NOT EXACTLY the same???
why are people still make the same mistake
talk one thing and do other things???

pissoff today
guiihuua6:34pm

2008-03-10T12:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was boring..
work and work and it is still working..
do opening with poh Lern accompany
she also help me do together !
thanks ya!!my friend
after work went to aracde to play
went to buy mine long wanted RED ADIDAS watch
went home..change my shirt and went to work again..
got home around 11plus??
bath and sleeping..
that will be my life for the whole march holiday..
work and work and work and still work..
boring!!!got many homework have not done yet!!

today is my off day..
will be going out soOn around 2 plus!!!
got to go do homework le and get ready my things!!
buai buai!!
ZERVON 12:30pm

2008-03-10T12:05:00.003+08:00

haha!!Polar bear want to watch NC16 movie!!

but you still have ONE MONTH,ONE WEEK,ONE DAY to go..

haha..you want the adidas watch..

But you also never wear watch ..

If i buy for you then you never wear

It will waste my money lehx..

see how first k..

if want you want what colour!!

not RED ok...coz that is mine haha!!

if not later we take each other watch..

heart pain sia..my money got!!sobsob!!

but never mind..i will earn back during march holiday.haha!!

If you really want the adidas watch i try to earn and buy for you!!

BEFORE you can watch your NC16 movie..

2008-03-08T15:38:00.007+08:00

Today is saturday..
woke up early in the morning..
meet poh lern then went to mac..
when we reach the MRT station
9 minutes to JURONG EAST ..
so we u-turn back ..
then went to 7eleven to buy our breakfast...
when we went back to MRT station it shows 5mins to JURONG EAST
we go to the MRT station the 7eleven
the sales lady was like rude to us ..
the siew mai is cold ..
Poh lern ask her why it is cold..
then she reply ;" it is not hot,your mac no streamer??"
i was like shock to hear wad she had say..
HELLO!!is your siew mai cold???
isn't it suppose to be a hot one..
so we did not buy and went out of the 7eleven.
reach the platform..the MRT had just arrived.
We board the MRT to JURONG EAST..
walk and walk..we reach our work place..
it was already 9plus..
i am LATE..but when i saw the schedule ..
they did not put my name..
so i sit down and wait for Poh lern to finish her food
then QT ask me"you what time work?"
I reply:"sam ask me come at 9am to 2pm"
then she say then why you come at 9 plus
then i say i am late lah
she like angry..
then say dun give me that atitude
i just give her a wadever face
then i saw so many people on schedule..
so i went to aracde with Poh Lern
She is suppose to work at 10am to 5pm
but dun know who go change the schedule without telling her..
make people waste her time..
so we went to aracde..
play until it was about 11:17pm
Poh lern have to go back work..
so i went home..
then i call poh lern..
we had a chat...
i saw my handphone had 2 miss call..
it was poh lern who had call me
so call back to store ..
she say christy ask me to come down work now
when it was already 12plus
then i say ask christy to listen i talk to her
she pick up tha phone...
you come down work now coz not enough crew
then i say it wass already so late..
i dun want and i already reach home..
is very ma fan lah..
i dun want to work..
then is like very angry..
dun want that suan...bye..
she hand up the phone..
ok nvm ..wadever i dun CARE!!
i msg her that i will be working later at LB
but she did not reply me..
wadever la..i don give a fuck damn to it..
up to you to say about me
it was your thoughts,feeling and mouth..
i wont care..
because it will only show that you are that kind of people!!
wadever i do is wad i like..
there is no need a comment from you!!!
was doing my maths homework for the whole afternoon..
haix..so many maths homework to do..
got to get ready to work ..
da jia zai jian le..byee!!
zervon4:48pm

2008-03-07T20:20:00.008+08:00

Well today my Polar Bear was sad!!
come on !!!IS NO THE END OF THE world!!
if you have the really miss him a lot..
just try to image that he is at your side okiie!!
dun be sad le..it will affect your study and mood toO!!
so just like me !!
要拿的起放的下嗎！
我不要我的熊那麽傷心！
要天天開開心心！
也許明天你就能看的到他了嗎！
也許他是生病嗎？
你讀不是像我一樣！
我以前有多久沒有看到他了！
你就別灰心了嗎！
我用華文寫是因為~議思會比英文好！
你知道用華文很難寫嗎？
爲了你，我就寫了！
我對你那麽好！！
type in chinese is really not easily ..
hai..time flew really fly..
Term One is OVER le...
last day of school..
have to go work during the Holidays.
Rezal are chasing me for the working hours??
ask me to work the whole week!!
i am a human being!
i need to rest,study and enjoy myself!!
Rezal please let me off for a few day..
i need time to study..
'N' level is only left with about six months le..
term Two flew even more fast!!
TIME!!!!Time!!I Really need timeeeee!!
Time i need you!!
Time is really the only Medicine i ever wanted!!
everyone have to work hard le..
N level is really fast!!
要加油！！加油！！
today Mr bala talk to us about the course!!
it was really diffcult to go sec5 and even Higher Nite!
stress !!
today was funny!
Polar Bear cannot eat fish!!
Fish cannot eat taopole !!
If not Panda will beat one!
haha!!
only me and the people who know about this is..
the name that i had mention one!!
that was our joke when went on the way to hall!!
that all bah..
wanna watch television le..
byesss!!
see ya ..
Zervon9:o5pm

2008-03-06T15:08:00.004+08:00

My feeling for today after getting my results
sad+sad+sad+hate+hate+hate=my feeling today
i hate my results!!
it was totally not what i wanted to get at all...
really damn fed up with my results
sad for all the results that i had got
i hate myself for being so damn lazy
i am uselesss
_____Subject____ mark

ENGLISH--------53
CHINESE-------- 63
MATHEMATICS-47
SCIENCE---------49
HUMANITIES---42
POA------------- 73

That is my results ..

so damn it lah!!

i really hate myself

i juz can't study when i got home

the moment i open the boOk

is like i wanna fall asleep

so afraid to let my dad and mum see my results

so damn ashame sia!!

really hate myself!!AAAAaaarrrgggg

feeling damn down now..

that all for now!!!

ARE I USELESS!!!

guiihuua3:33pm

2008-03-05T20:38:00.005+08:00

Yeap...FINALLY finally poh lern had help me
change my blogskin...
thanks ya poh lern..
i like it very much ..
meet poh lern
went to shop to buy chocolate
then went to school..
the is maths test (will fail)
then is english lesson do file~ing
then is chem lesson do work and i got listen in class
after that is PG lesson..
Mr bala talk a lot of things ..
recess time
after recess is chinese lesson
zhuo lao shi talk a lot about the chen guan xi and the JI member
two period of chinese
two period of POA lesson
time to go home
eat at school went to buy ice long gan
went to Poh Lern house..
she help me do my blog and find song
我要跟她说声thanks..
你是我最最好的好朋友！！
then went home..
i want to sleep until tomorrow but i could not get to sleep!!
i also don't why??
so sleep for one hour woke up watch television!!
then now posting and that is my BORING life!!
take care friends..
miss a lot of my friends who i had not meet for this YEAR!
got to go ..
byess!!
guiihuua9:13pm

2008-03-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

Finally I had update this girl blogskin!
pohlern's here!. HOHOHO.
I didn't owe anything le. wahhahahaha.

Scribble Scribble Scribble.

2008-03-01T15:57:00.001+08:00

Today is First day of march!!
here is my first blog for this month!!
today was a tiring day for me!!
woke up early in the morning!
when people are still sleeping sweetly!!
today is a good weather to sleep!!
but have to woke up early to do my training at IMM
it was the first time i do the MFY(make for you)
is was rather confused at the begaining ..
but it was ok after that..
one thing that make me fled up is the RM in the IMM ..
so damn act dao..
see the face felt like giving her a slap ..
talking so damn what ..
ask her is it correct or not...
then scold people
what kind of RM is this..
hould go and complain ..
enough about that RM..
make miie so piss off..
then do until about 11.30pm went for lunch
eat with QiaoTing ,Poh Lern and a lady
then call to samantha ask her come..
went went back to the stall!!
wait for a while then sam come..
you know what??
when that RM saw sam come her face totally change ..
what the hell..Qiaoting is also a manger!!
why she did not even smile at her..
she also treat her crew so good
but she got joke with her crew!!
damn what loh.
F*** her la..so act one..
dislike her ..
then do kitchen..
is was rather fun ..
haha..c an do one..really very fun loh..
do go training ya..SANDY
tml still haven do go..
then went home with Pohlern at 2plus..
then now is blogging..
later still have to go work..
gtg..byessss..
take care guysss!!
guiihuua4:14pm

2008-02-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

Three words to describe my Common Test!!
+~~~Really Totally SUCKS!!!~~~+

2008-02-21T14:54:00.000+08:00

it had being a long time i had never post my blog !!
sorry for next updating as i am busy !!
i had no time 2 post..
Today was a last paper..
was sad because i think i am going to fail my POA and many other subjects
was really unhappy with my trading as i did not balance it
saded!!!my POA confirm fail
really had no mood today
i am lazy to blog today..
got 2 go do my homework which is due tomorrow!!
takecare!!friends!!
miss me message me ya!!haha!!
bye!!
guiihuua3:00pm